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Riding with Raza Khan

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Photos by John Stanmeyer/VII

Nothing is more valuable to a reporter than a good driver and a fixer, someone who can get you into a dangerous place and get you out –-fast. In the pantheon of world-class driver/fixers there was hardly anyone better than Raza Khan from Peshawar who drove a battered Toyota taxi with a cracked windshield, had quick darting eyes that (I thought) never missed a trick, and a roguish charm. Raza died last week in a car crash, ferrying two photographers on the insanely scary road from Peshawar back to Islamabad. They survived the accident; Raza didn't.
Raza was a sort of Pakistani national treasure. You passed his phone number on to friends who wanted entry to the forbidden borderlands between Pakistan and Afghanistan. Raza knew everybody: bureaucrats who could be caged into issuing a rare-as-gold travel permit for the off-limits tribal area, gunsmiths, antiquities smugglers, holy men and thieves. Raza was clued in on  which Pashtun tribes were pro-Taliban and likely to kidnap you, and which would offer you a cup of tea. Raza may look like a pirate, I'd say by way of an introduction to my fellow journalists, but I trust my life with him. And I often did.
Raza was a Pashtun, and the Pashtun code of honor requires that they protect the life of anyone, even a total stranger, who comes seeking sanctuary. Once Raza took you on, he assumed full responsibility for your hide. He was intrepid and curious, a match for any journalist with crazy ideas about finding Taliban or al-Qaeda training camps along the mountainous Afghan border. He ran film and supplies across to Tora Bora while bombs fell, and often used his wiles to slip journalists past angry tribesmen or arresting officers.
He loved his beat-up old car like a first-born son, but his dear friend Time photographer John Stanmeyer twice talked Raza into leaving his wheels behind, once to go trekking with me up into the Kashmir mountains searching for villages hammered by an earthquake--these two photos were taken during that assignment-- and once to travel by slow train through Sindh, one of the hottest recorded places on Earth. He never strayed too far from his Toyota's air-con after that.
Raza could also be a rascal. He was always trying to sell me ancient Greek coins, fakes of course, that he swore had been dug up near his village. But he was a failure as a con artist. Just when he was on the verge of getting away with something outlandish, he'd crack a broad smile and reveal himself like a mischievous kid.
Raza was a Muslim; and like every good Muslim, he wanted to make the haj to Mecca. The difference was, Raza wanted to see the lights of Paris first. And he did. The barely-educated driver from Mohmand tribe actually saw Paris. Raza's exuberance often made the impossible come true. He also had a fine, intuitive sense of balance, navigating flawlessly on Pakistan's crazy roads and in perilous situations that were usually of the journalists' own making. Raza was philosophical about death. “It's in Allah's hands, so why worry about it?” he'd say. I can't believe that on the Peshawar-Islamabad road, which he had driven a thousand times, death finally caught up to Raza Khan.

Comments welcome from anybody who rode with Raza.

by Tim McGirk/Jerusalem

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    J'ai rencontré Raza pour la première fois en 1999 à Peshawar. Il attendait devant l'hôtel Green, et j'ai eu la chance de faire sa connaissance. Nous avons commencé notre collaboration à ce moment. Je faisais une histoire sur la toxicomanie: Raza était curieux. Il voulait savoir autant que moi. Nous avons fait des kilomètres sur des routes défoncées. Rien ne l'arrêtait. Il voulait me faire découvrir son pays qu'il adorait plus que tout. Mais pas uniquement ses tragédies, la vie tout simplement des pakistanais, ou me faire rencontrer sa famille. Ensuite il a commencé à travailler avec toujours plus de photographes et de journalistes, les meilleurs. Preuve qu'on le voulait lui, Raza, parce qu'on se sentait à l'aise avec lui. Présent tout en restant discret quand il le fallait. Un grand sang-froid dans toutes les situations et toujours ce souci de vouloir bien faire, de ramener le meilleur matériel possible. Je l'ai revu à deux reprises, mais nous sommes toujours restés en contact par téléphone ou par sms. Il m'avait encore demandé le 29 avril dernier quand est-ce que je viendrai. Puis sans nouvelles de lui qui habituellement répondait toujours très vite. Jusqu'à aujourd'hui ou son fils m'a appris la terrible nouvelle. Toutes mes condoléances à sa famille. Olivier Vogelsang

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    Thank you, Tim, et merci, Olivier, for introducing us to the very fascinating Raza Khan. May he rest in peace.

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    Tim, thank you for writing this tribute to Raza Khan.
    Raza was waiting for me when I crossed the Torkham border from Afghanistan to Pakistan in July 2002, and I couldn't have asked for a more cheerful sight after the long ride from Kabul. He knew how eager I was to get home to Islamabad, and he urged the immigration official to hurry up and stamp my passport (I have a picture of him hovering impatiently over the guy and his hand is poised as if to show him how to do it). Then he got me back home faster than I ever thought possible--even including leisurely stops for pictures at the Khyber Pass and a late lunch in Peshawar.
    The last time I saw Raza was about a month later, when I was preparing to return to the U.S. He and his wife visited me at home. He handed me a small, oblong ceramic bead that he said had been dug up from his garden. “Who knows--maybe it's old!” he said, grinning. I gave him and his wife one of my lamps as a parting gift and I still remember them laughing and waving goodbye to me as they carried that and a few other things out to the car. It struck me that they were great friends as well as husband and wife. Then again, how could anyone not be friends with Raza?

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    You broke troth with me but I still hang from my oath.
    Thankful for all your favors, I was nourished by your kindness.
    It's time to break camp and migrate on from this world.
    My soul's ears hears the drums of departure announcing from high: present exit!

    By Mowlana (Rumi), 1207-1273 AD

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    Raza was my rock. He was my eyes and ears on the dangerous Pakistani frontier with Pakistan. He was the only person in Pakistan I trusted with my life and I repeatedly placed it in his hands. He never ever let me down.

    There isn't a photograph I have made in the tribal regions of Pakistan that did not have the help and/or advice of Raza Khan. From the streets of Peshawar, to the alleys of Jalozai, to the mountains of Mohmand, into the dangerous center of Mingora, Swat, Raza Khan was always by my side, always watching, always, protecting, always alert to anything and anyone who may pose a threat to me.

    I never ventured to Pakistan without calling him first. Often he would drive all the way from Peshawar to meet at the Islamabad airport.

    In 2008 while shooting in the crowded bazaar's of Peshawar, Raza Khan asked me to hand him my wallet for safe keeping. 'They will target you because you look like a foreigner', he said. I handed it to him and just 15 minutes later his pocket got picked! We laughed at the irony, at the sheer stupidity of the situation.

    I had no cash, no bank cards and at least 2 weeks of assignment work to complete. A few hours later Raza Khan turned up at my hotel room with $1000 in cash - 'You return it to me whenever you can. I made a mistake. Your work has to continue'.

    In 2004 Raza Khan asked me to take a photograph of him and me together. We were in the wilds of the Mohmand tribal agency. We asked a passing truck driver to stop and take a picture of the two of us together with the mountains as a backdrop. As we stood together he put his hands around my shoulders and said 'Show this to your wife so she can believe that you have family in Mohmand.'

    He had always wanted to take his daughter for a dinner at Peshawar's PC Hotel and he told me the last time I saw him, which was in 2008, that he would bring her with him the next time I came back to Pakistan and that we could all eat together. The honor that he had bestowed upon me with that thuoght made me blush.

    A deeply conservative Pushtun, Raza Khan had actually suggested tthat I, a non-family friend, could meet his daughter who would otherwise never be allowed into the company of strangers. It was then and there that I realized that I had long passed from being merely a friend to being family. It was at that moment I realized that I was no longer just another photographer working with him, but that our relationship had evolved to something far more, and deeper.

    It was then that I realized that I had become family.

    I will ask permission from his sons to take his family, and in particular his daughter, to dinner to the PC Hotel in Peshawar the next time I am in Pakistan.

    Raza Khan was my eyes and ears on the dangerous Pakistani frontier with Pakistan. He was the only person in Pakistan I trusted with my life and I repeatedly placed it in his hands. He never ever let me down.

    I can't remember the last time I wept at the loss of someone.

    I can't remember at all.

    I have wept for Raza.

    I don't want these tears to dry because I don't want to forget him

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    I really can't believe Raza is now gone... He was such a true spirit with the warmest heart. He was my only friend in Pakistan that would give me international calls every couple of months ever since we met. He was a great human-being that everybody loved. I got a ride with him in 2003. As the first-time-visitor to Pakistan, I was quite nervous getting into the country. But as soon as I saw Raza holding a big paper that had my name on it with a big smile on his face at the Islamabad airport, I knew everything was going to be alright and it did. My days went fantastic all because of Raza. I couldn't have possibly made any of the photographs without him. He drove me all the way to Peshawar and took me everywhere he could think of. He had his wife make traditional clothes and scarf for me to wear so that I wouldn't look so foreigner, he took me to the world best Kebab restaurant that I loved it so much I asked him take me everyday while I was there. He took me to his house to meet his wife, sons and daughters, such sweet family they all welcomed me into their house. I loved his old beat-up Toyota that made a very big sound when we wanted the air-conditioning… It was all fun and we shared some great times. I miss you, Raza, I really do. Ayumi

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